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  • The Time-Being

    From: The Moon in a Dewdrop; writings of Zen Master Dogen
    Translated by Dan Welch and Kazuaki Tanahashi

    1

    An ancient buddha said:

    For the time being stand on top of the highest peak.
    For the time being proceed along the bottom of the deepest ocean.
    For the time being three heads and eight arms.
    For the time being an eight- or sixteen-foot body.
    For the time being a staff or whisk.
    For the time being a pillar or lantern.
    For the time being the sons of Zhang and Li.
    For the time being the earth and sky.

    “For the time being” here means time itself is being, and all being is
    time. A golden sixteen-foot body is time; because it is time, there is the
    radiant illumination of time. Study it as the twelve hours of the present.
    “Three heads and eight arms” is time; because it is time, it is not separate
    from the twelve hours of the present.

    2

    Even though you do not measure the hours of the day as long or short, far or
    near, you still call it twelve hours. Because the signs of time’s coming and
    going are obvious, people do not doubt it. Although they do not doubt it,
    they do not understand it. Or when sentient beings doubt what they do not
    understand, their doubt is not firmly fixed. Because of that, their past
    doubts do not necessarily coincide with the present doubt. Yet doubt itself
    is nothing but time.
    3

    The way the self arrays itself is the form of the entire world. See each
    thing in this entire world as a moment of time.
    Things do not hinder one another, just as moments do not hinder one
    another. The way-seeking mind arises in this moment. A way-seeking moment
    arises in this mind. It is the same with practice and with attaining the way.
    Thus the self setting itself out in array sees itself. This is the
    understanding that the self is time.
    4

    Know that in this way there are myriads of forms and hundreds of grasses
    throughout the entire earth, and yet each grass and each form itself is the
    entire earth. The study of this is the beginning of practice.
    When you are at this place, there is just one grass, there is just one
    form; there is understanding of form and no-understanding of form; there is
    understanding of grass and no-understanding of grass. Since there is nothing
    but just this moment, the time-being is all the time there is. Grass-being,
    form-being are both time.
    Each moment is all being, is the entire world. Reflect now whether any
    being or any world is left out of the present moment.
    5

    Yet an ordinary person who does not understand buddha-dharma may hear the
    words the time-being this way:

    For a while I was three heads and eight arms. For a while I was an eight-
    or sixteen-foot body. This is like having crossed over rivers and climbed
    mountains. Even though the mountains and rivers still exist, I have already
    passed them and now reside in the jeweled palace and vermilion tower. Those
    mountains and rivers are as distant from me as heaven is from earth.

    It is not that simple. At the time the mountains were climbed and the
    rivers crossed, you were present. Time is not separate from you, and as you
    are present, time does not go away.
    As time is not marked by coming and going, the moment you climbed the
    mountains is the time-being right now. If time keeps coming and going, you
    are the time-being right now. This is the meaning of the time-being.
    Does this time-being not swallow up the moment when you climbed the
    mountains and the moment when you resided in the jeweled palace and
    vermilion tower? Does it not spit them out?
    6

    Three heads and eight arms may be yesterday’s time. The eight- or
    sixteen-foot body may be today’s time. Yet yesterday and today are both in
    the moment when you directly enter the mountains and see thousands and
    myriads of peaks. Yesterday’s time and today’s time do not go away.
    Three heads and eight arms move forward as your time-being. It looks as
    if they are far away, but they are here and now. The eight- or sixteen-foot
    body moves forward as your time-being. It looks as if it is nearby, but it
    is exactly here. Thus, a pine tree is time, bamboo is time.
    7

    Do not think that time merely flies away. Do not see flying away as the only
    function of time. If time merely flies away, you would be separated from
    time. The reason you do not clearly understand the time-being is that you
    think of time only as passing.
    In essence, all things in the entire world are linked with one another
    as moments. Because all moments are the time-being, they are your time-being.
    8

    The time-being has the quality of flowing. So-called today flows into
    tomorrow, today flows into yesterday, yesterday flows into today. And today
    flows into today, tomorrow flows into tomorrow.
    Because flowing is a quality of time, moments of past and present do not
    overlap or line up side by side. Qingyuan is time, Huangbo is time, Jiangxi
    is time, Shitou is time, because self and other are already time.
    Practice-enlightenment is time. Being splattered with mud and getting wet
    with water is also time.
    9

    Although the views of an ordinary person and the causes and conditions of
    those views are what the ordinary person sees, they are not necessarily the
    ordinary person’s truth. The truth merely manifests itself for the time
    being as an ordinary person. Because you think your time or your being is
    not truth, you believe that the sixteen-foot golden body is not you.
    However, your attempts to escape from being the sixteen-foot golden body
    are nothing but bits and pieces of the time-being. Those who have not yet
    confirmed this should look into it deeply. The hours of Horse and Sheep,
    which are arrayed in the world now, are actualized by ascendings and
    descendings of the time-being at each moment. The rat is time, the tiger is
    time, sentient beings are time, buddhas are time.
    10

    At this time you enlighten the entire world with three heads and eight arms,
    you enlighten the entire world with the sixteen-foot golden body. To fully
    actualize the entire world with the entire world is called thorough practice.
    To fully actualize the golden body – to arouse the way-seeking mind,
    practice, attain enlightenment, and enter nirvana – is nothing but being, is
    nothing but time.
    11

    Just actualize all time as all being; there is nothing extra. A so-called
    “extra being” is thoroughly an extra being. Thus, the time-being
    half-actualized is half of the time-being completely actualized, and a
    moment that seems to be missed is also completely being. In the same way,
    even the moment before or after the moment that appears to be missed is also
    complete-in-itself the time-being. Vigorously abiding in each moment is the
    time-being. Do not mistakenly confuse it as nonbeing. Do not forcefully
    assert it as being.
    12

    You may suppose that time is only passing away, and not understand that time
    never arrives. Although understanding itself is time, understanding does not
    depend on its own arrival.
    People only see time’s coming and going, and do not thoroughly
    understand that the time-being abides in each moment. This being so, when
    can they penetrate the barrier? Even if people recognized the time-being in
    each moment, who could give expression to this recognition? Even if they
    could give expression to this recognition for a long time, who could stop
    looking for the realization of the original face?
    According to ordinary people’s view of the time-being, even
    enlightenment and nirvana as the time-being would be merely aspects of
    coming and going.
    13

    The time-being is entirely actualized without being caught up in nets or
    cages. Deva kings and heavenly beings appearing right and left are the
    time-being of your complete effort right now. The time-being of all beings
    throughout the world in water and on land is just the actualization of your
    complete effort right now. All beings of all kinds in the visible and
    invisible realms are the time-being actualized by your complete effort,
    flowing due to your complete effort.
    Closely examine this flowing; without your complete effort right now,
    nothing would be actualized, nothing would flow.
    14

    Do not think flowing is like wind and rain moving from east to west. The
    entire world is not unchangeable, is not immovable. It flows.
    Flowing is like spring. Spring with all its numerous aspects is called
    flowing. When spring flows there is nothing outside of spring. Study this in
    detail.
    Spring invariably flows through spring. Although flowing itself is not
    spring, flowing occurs throughout spring. Thus, flowing is completed at just
    this moment of spring. Examine this thoroughly, coming and going.
    In your study of flowing, if you imagine the objective to be outside
    yourself and that you flow and move through hundreds and thousands of
    worlds, for hundreds, thousands, and myriads of eons, you have not devotedly
    studied the buddha way.
    15

    Great Master Hongdao of Mt. Yao [Yaoshan], instructed by Shitou, Great
    Master Wuji, once went to study with Zen Master Daji of Jiangxi.

    Yaoshan asked, “I am familiar with the teaching of the Three Vehicles
    and twelve divisions. But what is the meaning of Bodhidharma coming from the
    west?”
    Zen Master Daji replied:

    For the time being have him raise his eyebrows and wink.
    For the time being do not have him raise his eyebrows and wink.
    For the time being to have him raise his eyebrows and wink is right.
    For the time being to have him raise his eyebrows and wink is not right.

    Hearing these words, Yaoshan experienced great enlightenment and said to
    Daji, “When I was studying with Shitou, it was like a mosquito trying to
    bite an iron bull.”
    What Daji said is not the same as other people’s words. The “eyebrows”
    and “eyes” are mountains and oceans, because mountains and oceans are
    eyebrows and eyes. To “have him raise the eyebrows” is to see the mountains.
    To “have him wink” is to understand the oceans. The “right” answer belongs
    to him, and he is activated by your having him raise the eyebrows and wink.
    “Not right” does not mean not having him raise the eyebrows and wink. Not to
    have him raise the eyebrows and wink does not mean not right. These are all
    equally the time-being.
    Mountains are time. Oceans are time. If they were not time, there would
    be no mountains or oceans. Do not think that mountains and oceans here and
    now are not time. If time is annihilated, mountains and oceans are
    annihilated. As time is not annihilated, mountains and oceans are not
    annihilated.
    This being so, the morning star appears, the Tathagata appears, the eye
    appears, and raising a flower appears. Each is time. If it were not time, it
    could not be thus.
    16

    Zen master Guixing of She Prefecture is the heir of Shoushan, a dharma
    descendant of Linji. One day he taught the assembly:

    For the time being mind arrives, but words do not.
    For the time being words arrive, but mind does not.
    For the time being both mind and words arrive.
    For the time being neither mind nor words arrive.

    Both mind and words are the time-being. Both arriving and not-arriving
    are the time-being. When the moment of arriving has not appeared, the moment
    of not-arriving is here. Mind is a donkey, words are a horse.
    Having-already-arrived is words and not-having-left is mind. Arriving is not
    “coming,” not-arriving is not “not yet.”
    17

    The time-being is like this. Arriving is overwhelmed by arriving, but not by
    not-arriving. Not-arriving is overwhelmed by not-arriving, but not by
    arriving. Mind overwhelms mind and sees mind, words overwhelm words and see
    words. Overwhelming overwhelms overwhelming and sees overwhelming.
    Overwhelming is nothing but overwhelming. This is time.
    As overwhelming is caused by you, there is no overwhelming that is
    separate from you. Thus you go out and meet someone. Someone meets someone.
    You meet yourself. Going out meets going out. If these are not the
    actualization of time, they cannot be thus.
    18

    Mind is the moment of actualizing the fundamental point; words are the
    moment of going beyond, unlocking the barrier. Arriving is the moment of
    casting off the body; not-arriving is the moment of being one with just
    this, while being free from just this. In this way you must endeavor to
    actualize the time-being.
    19

    The old masters have thus uttered these words, but is there nothing further
    to say?

    Mind and words arriving “part-way” are the time-being.
    Mind and words not arriving “part-way” are the time-being.

    In this manner, you should examine the time-being.

    To have him raise the eyebrows and wink is “half” the time-being
    To have him raise the eyebrows and wink is the time-being “missed.”
    Not to have him raise the eyebrows and wink is “half” the time-being.
    Not to have him raise the eyebrows and wink is the time-being “missed.”

    Thus, to study thoroughly, coming and going, and to study thoroughly,
    arriving and not-arriving, is the time-being of this moment.

    On the first day of winter, first year of Ninji [1240], this was written at
    Kosho Horin Monastery.

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  • How to Talk With a Mountain

    By Elaine Maria Upton

    Anthropomorphism has its place. It’s
    a starting point, at least. So, I’ll say
    if i have eyes, then a mountain has eyes,
    and whatever happens after that
    is poetry, where i become lost,
    and there are no conditions, no
    consequences. There’s only the mountain,

    Mother, inside, around, leaping, plunging down.
    The hips of the mountain where wombs
    curl inside wombs, generations of granite, coal,
    and sequoyah, woodpeckers and eagles
    and sparrows. Cedar and pine plunge
    their roots into the Mountain Mother.
    They cannot escape her. They are her,
    and in their knotted wrestling in the ground,
    through ages, they return, return, return……

    She rains from inside, and curls to clouds.
    The clouds embrace her. She is clouds.
    She is the light of birch bark, carved to sail
    on her soothing rivers. The nimble, nibbling deer.

    She is King, Queen, priest, choirs and silence.
    Always she reigns, with absolute rule,
    and her rule is bounty and blessing.
    She is the daughter of Sun, the son
    of Moon, and waxes, heaves, cries, folds,
    sings. She sings and there is silence. I AM

    the Mountain. I go into these hills
    as into mySelf. Ground hogs, moles,
    mushroom, moss, hawk, and helix-
    spiral of flower and cone, cicadas
    are my messengers. Leaves fallen
    from trees are my skin. Gray wolves
    are my solitude. Brown bears, my wisdom,
    Buffalo rising from my bowls, rushing

    through Air of plains, urging the sleeping
    Earth, are my Fire. Unearthed, Everest,
    Blanc, Kilimanjaro, Shasta, Shambala,
    I climb to clouds, copulate in crystal bed
    of snow, promiscuous with all the stars,
    am the clouds, the Star, am what is beyond,
    unseen, unseen, Un/Seen, un/Born
    before the blossom and chatter of Spring.

    Watery springs gossip sweet news, gurgling
    falling from my throat, calling,
    calling, calling: come, always, I Am
    here; I Am/Mountain all around, above,
    below, within. Come, there is nowhere to go….
    I AM/singing , the Sound that is always here…

    2 March 1999
    Hyde Park, everywhere

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  • I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For Lyrics

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    U2

    From the Album The Joshua Tree
    Music by U2 Lyrics by Bono

     

    I have climbed highest mountains
    I have run through the fields
    Only to be with you
    Only to be with you
    I have run
    I have crawled
    I have scaled these city walls
    These city walls
    Only to be with you

    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for

    I have kissed hardened lips
    Felt the healing fingertips
    It burned like a fire
    This burning desire

    I have spoke with eternal angels
    I have held the hands of a devil
    It was warm in the night
    I was cold as a stone

    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for

    I believe in the Kingdom Come
    When all the colors will bleed into one
    Bleed into one
    Well, yes I’m still running

    You broke the bonds
    And you loosened the chains
    Carried the cross
    Of all my shame
    all my shame
    You know I believe it

    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for
    But I still haven’t found what I’m looking for

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  • Closer To Fine

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    Indigo Girls
    Words and music Emily Saliers

    I’m trying to tell you something about my life
    maybe give me insight between black and white
    and the best thing you’ve ever done for me
    is to help me take my life less seriously
    it’s only life after all
    yeah

    well darkness has a hunger that’s insatiable
    and lightness has a call that’s hard to hear
    I wrap my fear around me like a blanket
    I sailed my ship of safety till I sank it
    I’m crawling on your shores

    I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
    I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
    there’s more than one answer to these questions
    pointing me in a crooked line
    and the less I seek my source for some definitive
    (the less I seek my source)
    the closer I am to fine
    the closer I am to fine

    and I went to see the doctor of philosophy
    with a poster of Rasputin and a beard down to his knee
    he never did marry or see a b-grade movie
    he graded my performance, he said he could see through me
    I spent four years prostrate to the higher mind
    got my paper and I was free

    I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
    I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
    there’s more than one answer to these questions
    pointing me in a crooked line
    the less I seek my source for some definitive
    (the less I seek my source)
    the closer I am to fine
    the closer I am to fine

    I stopped by the bar at 3 a.m.
    to seek solace in a bottle or possibly a friend
    and I woke up with a headache like my head against a board
    twice as cloudy as I’d been the night before
    and I went in seeking clarity.

    I went to the doctor, I went to the mountains
    I looked to the children, I drank from the fountains
    yeah we go to the doctor, we go to the mountains
    we look to the children, we drink from the fountains
    yeah we go to the bible, we go through the workout
    we read up on revival and we stand up for the lookout
    there’s more than one answer to these questions
    pointing me in a crooked line
    the less I seek my source for some definitive
    (the less I seek my source)
    the closer I am to fine
    the closer I am to fine
    the closer I am to fine

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  • PERU

     

    Susan Dane

    If you want to hear the mountains,
    do exactly as I say.
    There are rules to things like this.
    And I tell you that many
    have come this way more than once
    and have not heard them yet.

    Listen:
    You must leave Lima early.
    The flight at five will get you there by six,
    before the morning fog wraps Cuzco thick.
    When that first crest of snowcaps rises
    you’ll feel the thinness of your breath.
    A quiet ache will settle in the chest.
    Do not stop for Indian trinkets.
    Drink the coca tea and then go straight to bed.

    At four you rise to start again,
    this time by train.
    But do not think that you are almost there.
    The ride will take six hours:
    switchbacks laced with waterfalls
    and clustered sheep.  Sit on the left
    to see the Indians wrapped in layered rainbows,
    black bowler hats and braids,
    spinning llama yarn outside their homes,
    the wisdom of their people lost
    except when kings return in dreams
    and speak about the stones.

    At the base of Machu Pichu
    there will be five hundred tourists
    bursting from the train
    like subway riders.
    Step aside.   Let them push.
    Look up to the right
    and see the cavern homes where mothers nursed,
    and children scattered ants for play.
    Listen to the river rushing madly to you;
    listen to the rising of your own breath.
    There are no other sounds.
    There are no birds.  No chatter here.

    When you can feel the pulse beneath your feet,
    then start the climb, the way you must, on foot.
    You are the silent stranger coming to this time.
    And all the mountains are waiting.
    Through a thousand years of solitude,
    they have all been pressing toward this moment
    of your coming, of your coming.