How God Looks Here

By Elaine Maria Upton

In this place, where ever it is,
God looks different.
I need new glasses or new ears.
God sounds different.
God says “New Yawh-k” here
and God likes Deli’s on every corner
and God does business with Pizzeria’s
on every other corner, and with names
like Caprianni and Giovannni
or Bagels and Loxs.
God does all this amid the winding roads
along the Hudson River, amid the trees
that reveal white tailed deer behind the houses.
God is multiplying in white-tailed deer
behind the houses and crossing the roads.

Here God married her cousin–Rose-velt
married Roose-e-velt, and all those folk
with money and means, like Vanderbilt
and Jones and Astor, have their names
on lavish stone gates, where God enters.
Here, God loves those gray gates.
Here God loves the curves of things, and
no road is straight.–The slaves
on the underground railroad
took to these curves in the road.
The Dutch rode up the winding river,
and spun their tales of the life
they created here in these dark hills.

Here God sees me waking at night
asking, ‘where am i?’ and God
answers in a language i cannot yet
speak, but I listen to God’s accent here,
and ask, which syllable is my name.

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Welcome To Wherever You Are

Bon Jovi

From the Album Have a Nice Day

Maybe we’re all different
But we’re still the same
We all got the blood of Eden running through our veins
I know sometimes it’s hard for you to see
You’re caught between just who you are
and who you want to be

If you feel alone and lost and need a friend
Remember every new beginning is some beginning’s end

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here right now
you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are

When everybody’s in and you’re left out
And you feel your drowning in a shadow of a doubt
Everyone’s a miracle in their own way
Just listen to yourself not what other people say

When it seems you’re lost alone and feeling down
Remember everybody’s different, just take a look around

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here right now you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Be who you want to be, be who you are
Everyone’s a hero, everyone’s a star

When you want to give up and your heart’s about to break
Remember that you’re perfect, God’s make no mistakes

Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
Welcome, you got to believe
That right here right now
you’re exactly where you’re supposed to be
Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far
(I say welcome) Welcome to wherever you are
This is your life, you made it this far (welcome)

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TAFFETA TORN THROUGH

 

Susan Dane

We look for strong arms
to carry us.  None forthcoming.
Or they come and go and
leave us more depleted in the going.
We look to find ourselves in the other,
always turning ’round the other
in pink taffeta, little girl pirouettes,
all grown up and still
twirling for him, as if some coyness
could suffice the long road.

We are built with space inside,
but confuse the space for emptiness,
then mad that no one, no thing, can fill it for us,
we stomp away.  If the other can’t be all,
we’ll be all ourselves, we say.
Come up empty once again.
Then banging around, high on hype,
insisting the world be round
the way we have been promised.
One day we finally stop.
Stem and petal bruised.

The grace of time is in its always
coming.   Each moment undefined,
but now becoming.  Pounding
pavements in the driving rain,
alone, a new mercy takes shape:
Life neither round nor square,  love sought
neither here nor there, but every blossom
of its own unfolding.  Here sun does not
eclipse the moon, nor being with one’s self
dismiss the other.   Intimacy of a new order
untangles the pronouns.
In the clear blue we are no longer different.
Which is not to say
we are the same.